{"id":3299,"date":"2012-09-24T11:30:00","date_gmt":"2012-09-24T11:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/theparrishplace.com\/so-there-i-was\/"},"modified":"2020-08-25T09:24:59","modified_gmt":"2020-08-25T16:24:59","slug":"so-there-i-was","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theparrishplace.com\/so-there-i-was\/","title":{"rendered":"so there i was"},"content":{"rendered":"

driving to gold’s gym yesterday morning, with every single intention of working out.
\nthat gym pass that i mentioned 6 months ago, ya it’s still active and only been used twice.
\nnot only is it a gym pass, it’s a VIP pass with full day care.
\nmost of my gym mama colleges\u00a0are jumping for joy.
\nwe drove all the way to the bountiful location\u00a0in the truck<\/i>. it kind of\u00a0feels more like\u00a0a 16 wheeler.
\nthe bountiful gym is more appealing than the sugar house one so it’s worth the drive.
\nirrelevant sidenote:<\/u> jon took my car to work\u00a0because the honda currently resides in our driveway without a bumper.<\/p>\n

when we pulled in i looked in my rear view mirror and jonah was dead asleep.
\ni couldn’t do it!
\ni just c o u l d \u00a0n o t do it, you guys.
\nwhat is wrong with me? dropping him off at any day care almost killllls me.
\nwill it ever get easier? i swear something is wrong with me.
\nit’s whatever.
\nthe place is like the ultimate glorified nursery, sanitized better than a hospital,
\nand the darling lady that run the show walked straight out of parenting magazine.
\njust a bit more darling + real as real can be.
\nnot to mention she loves jonah.
\nbut i couldn’t do it today.
\ni whipped a 92 point turn about and got right back on the freeway.
\nmaybe i’ll try again tomorrow. or something.<\/p>\n

next thing i know, i’m in mah work out clothes
\nat city creek baby gap,
\nwithout a stitch of make up\u00a0and this<\/i> song comes on.<\/p>\n

Glitter In The Air by Pink<\/a> on Grooveshark<\/span><\/object><\/object><\/p>\n

<\/a>
\ni lost it. i had the\u00a0the ugly<\/i> cry goin’ for a good three minutes.<\/p>\n

“have you ever looked fear in the face and said i just don’t care?”<\/span><\/p>\n

once in a while without warning a song will interrupt my life
\nand take me back to a place in time that i had almost forgotten about.
\nthis time it was so quick, i barely knew what hit me.<\/p>\n

\/\/ \u00a0i miss you sue. i’m sorry that i had to miss your reception.
\nthis song always makes me think of you, and i love you more than words can describe.
\nyou were the happiest bride i have ever seen in my whole life.<\/p>\n

\/\/ \u00a0jonah is growing up so fast. he can run faster than me on my knees,
\nand puts his own books back on the shelf.<\/p>\n

\/\/ \u00a0jon is\u00a0officially\u00a0taking monday’s off so we can hang out after long working weekends away from home.<\/p>\n

\/\/ web school is owning me.<\/p>\n

\/\/ \u00a0is it time to have another babe?<\/p>\n

\/\/ \u00a0i miss morgan who i never get to see. like ever.<\/p>\n

\/\/ \u00a0it’s homecoming week everywhere, and i just want to be a cheerleader again.
\nwhaaaaat? ya i just admitted that out loud. in ink. in public. judge me!<\/p>\n

\/\/ \u00a0my dad turns 50 tomorrow and all i want to do is\u00a0drive to logan +\u00a0surprise\u00a0him.<\/p>\n

i have so much to be grateful for\u00a0+ obvi many things to cry about.<\/p>\n

i apologize for being emo.
\nthe unknown has always scared me.
\ni have a buch of new adventures on my plate and quite frankly i’m scared out of my mind.
\ni guess it’s time to chuck a couple of fistfuls of glitter in the air.<\/p>\n

here’s to fear.\u00a0here’s to being brave.\u00a0here’s to finding happiness along the way.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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