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collins aleta webb

i’ve spent the week falling in love with my new niece.
including falling in love with my new name :: aunt ginger.
do you blame me?
she is perfect, you guys.

collins was born 6 weeks early, and has been spending this first little while in the NICU. 
it’s really been tugging at my heartstrings. it’s hard to watch such a precious, perfect little girl go through so much. i got to hold her for the first time last night and oh my gosh she is precious. 
so pure, miraculous, and full of life. i love her. 
she has her mama’s dark flawless skin and brown eyes + her daddy’s blonde hair and defined smile lines, along with the sweetest most tiny fingers and toes i have ever seen.

parenting is one of those things where once you’ve experienced it, you just know.
you understand the meaning of the dark circles under your mom’s eyes.
you understand when a stranger asks you for a diaper for her 6 week old because she only packed one. you know what it feels like when your mom goes back home after your first baby is born, and realize why she would wait up for you every night while you were in high school.
you understand why mom’s never stop crying.
you know the definition of worry, pain, and genuine happiness.
you can just relate.

ashley and cody are absolutely incredible parents and their love for sweet little collins is contagious. watching them go through this is such a strength to all of us. a testimony of how deep the love of a parent truly is. 
life isn’t always fair. but i know that we are all strong enough to make it through the hardships that we are faced with. and i know that together they will make it through this. 

i pray every prayer that collins will keep fighting. that she will grow and develop so that they will be able to go home quick and begin their new family life the way that they imagined. collins is a such a strong little girl, and i know she will be just fine!

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a kind reminder


{via}
i needed to read this today.
i have much to be grateful for.
i also miss my dear husband. really a whole lot.
happy hump day cute friends.
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reason 983,004,123 why i love being a mother

i get my own-personal-life size-kevin durant and james harden action figures.
i am sorry, i know i’m biased, but jon is thee coolest dad this side of the mississippi.
and jonah, well he’s probably just the coolest kid ever invented.
 when they team up, the sky is the limit.
i’m a little obsessed with these boys.
naturally. 

 

i still wish OKC would have gotten the ring, but i’m getting over it.
they had me hook, line, and sinker after game one.
stupid miami heat. overrated if you ask me.
i wouldn’t say that i hate lebron. . .

but he’s definitly not getting any love from me on instagram.

…here’s to wishful thinking until next season…

ps i apologize for the fuzzy photo on the left – – i loved it so much that it was easy for me to look past the blur. 
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graduation and meeting benny

it’s been five years since i graudated from high school. it feels about like two.
it put things more into perspective of how quick life really is cruising by when we went to dannika’s graduation. i’m old. which means jon is even older. so weird!!

hey life…..SLOW the crud down.

somewhere along the way i forgot that graduation lasts two hours. ha! joke’s on me, the mom who didn’t bring a single toy for jonah, right? trying to keep him entertained was a bit draining. he only believed that my lipgloss was cool for about 8 minutes. before the first speaker even started, he had a total blow out. of course he did. mo was suspersister and saved the day. some times i think i’d be a total wreck without the amazing support of my family. they are always there when my gas light turns on.

dan, mckenna, and taylor all graduated together, which was pretty cool! grandma was one proud grandma. the mama’s put together a little lunch at mac park for our families, and carter brought benny to meet everyone. jonah got to take him for a little spin. thanks grandpa. thanks benny {whit}.

i didn’t take all that many pictures with my camera while we were at the spectrum… i need to dump my iphone soon because i remember having a few more pictures on there. but until then here are the few that i did find on my camera.






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i have a weakness

a really big weakness, actually.
shoes.
for myself,  for you, or for jonboy, for my mom, or for your mom, and ESPECIALLY for the little mister.
and even more especially when they are this tiny and made out of leather. i simply cannot resist.
i shed a coulpe tears when jonah grew out of his red ones.
ever so patiently i’m waiting for him to grow into the brown ones.
“nope, sorry buddy, you’re still not quite two years old today.” -jon teases as he takes them off and unloads the tp i stuffed in the toe.
ok i really didn’t do that, but i have done it in my mind.
jonah’s feet have always been incredibly long. fingertoes just like mine. 
naturally, we were sure to get them extra roomy so that he could wear them twice as long. what was i thinking!
that day is not coming in this lifetime. or so it feels.
in the mean time i’ll be writing my list of ten reasons we H-A-V-E to use this code before the end of the month. 😉
wish me luck, i have six more hours to perfect my list. i’m proposing it to jon when he gets home from work.

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twentyone













6.2.12
on june second, ky woke up as an adult.
sayonara teenage status.
she had 3 separate birthday party’s, but she deserved 21.
she is the greatest sister in the world,
and you already know how i feel about her. 
i am so blessed to have her in my life!
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a few random geoffrey updates

jonah is totally obsessed with doors. opening + closing them dozens of times in a row, straddling it and passing it back and forth between hands over + over again. 
seriously. 
open  close  open  close  open  close  open  close  open  close open close open close 
all day long. 
cupboard doors, closet doors, bathroom drawers. and most especially the door that leads to the other side of our house. he hears that distinct screech, kicks it in to turbo, and is at my feet before i get to the theater. grandpa dubbed him sir geoffrey. ya know, the butler on fresh prince of bel air who is hilarious? jonah is our geoffrey. couldn’t see a nick name more fitting for this door-loving time of life we are in. 
 
and then there’s his really great attention to detail that he’s had since he started crawling {picking up the teensiest piece of fuzz off of the floor, my eyelashes, etc – which maybe just means he’s a little OCD like his mama.}  he loves to eat whatever i’m eating. i kind of have the eating habits of a six year old, so we are woking on that. 
 
my guess, is that bath time is his favorite time of the day. he’d play in there for hours if i’d let him. it’s actually an easy toss up with tub time and dad getting home from work. he’ll hide under the table until jonah comes to find him. that never gets old. THE PIANO. jon seriously swoons me with his piano skills, jonah just covers for him while he’s at work. little sir loves the piano so so much and manages to find one wherever we go. lucky us kristen teaches piano next door, happy future birthday to you jonah j.
 
he climbed the stairs twice at grandmas last weekend. he patiently waits for me to take him down to see kylee so he can sneak back up the stairs. thank heavens ky and chad made it back from cabo, jonah looked  for them everywhere while they were gone.
 
he discovered the sock basket in jon’s bathroom, the climbing gym {also known as his mamaroo}, and the wall plugs. the fridge is an instant throw your hands in the air and squeal kind of party. he loves to scoot the chairs all around the kitchen, and starts dancing {shaking his booootay} with a full toothy smile whenever he hears music.  he loves to laugh. his laugh totally gives me butterflies. he accidentally forgot how to sleep through the night, which has been a little rough lately, but because he’s the cutest person in the world when he laughs, it makes up for it real quick. he currently has a black thumb, still not sure which drawer it got caught in. 
 
he jabbers. just blabs and blabs. the way that jon explains what he’s saying is beyond the cutest thing i’ve ever seen. those two. they get me. 
 
they love hide-n-seek, chase, and capture the blanket. i’m honestly not sure who enjoys it more – – jonah or jon. he’s basically walking now. he is a little stubborn, and won’t do it when you make him, but he’s got the moves down. i’ve got most of the sounds memorized for each room, so that i know where he is at all times when he’s not right with me. he follows a pretty simple route and plays it on repeat all day long. the books, the piggy bank, the diaper basket, the toilet paper roll, flush the toilet, open the bottom drawer in the bathroom – pull out all headbands, then on to the next room yada yada yada. then he goes back to the beginning and starts it over once i get everything put back into place. my proudest moment each day is when i find him reading. i won’t hear him for a few minutes, and initially i got a little nervous, but when i came in to find all of the books from the bottom couple of shelves neatly placed around him, and he’s intently turning the pages and studying each one, i melt. i’m impressed over again each day as his little mind becomes more alive. he is going to be a genius like his papa. at least i hope!
 
GOOD NEWS!!! he made up with his carseat. please bless this is not just a phase. he has been such a good boy in it lately, and it sure takes a load off my stress plate. we have made more trips to logan than i can count on two hands these past couple of weeks. i’m so not complaining either.  jonah being friends with his carseat ups the temptation to burn up to grandma’s house for lunch almost unbearable. 
 
i could go on and on. i’m continually amazed at how fast he is growing up. he’s picking up on so much, and always makes me want to be the best mom that i can. how lucky i am to be his mother. he’s such a special little man and is the biggest  blessing in our life. it’s hard to remember life without him.  it’s very obvious that this little man has me wrapped around his swollen black thumb. happy nine months sir geoffrey.  
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father’s day


the very first time i went to jon’s house in logan, he had a cardboard cut out of a baby exactly like this sitting nonchalantly on his entertainment center.

on our second date he abruptly asked me how many kids i wanted. mid sentence, out of no where, in a completely different conversation. “who is this guy?” did i say the second date? i coughed until he got me a drink so that i could mentally prepare my answer if he proposed when he returend. i mean, i love kids, and have always wanted a big family, but i was not prepared for this. . . . i thought i was off the hook.
until he texted me at 2 am and asked me again. that rascal.

we broke up a few times before we officially tied the knot. {ok, maybe more like 5 or 6} but the final time was a little more serious than the rest. it was done. over. never getting back together, move on, done-zo.
adam called me at random one day just to let me know that jon was studying up on adopting a little guy on his own. i believe guys scheme with their cronies once they go thru a breakup and establish a “win her back” plan, but this was an exception.

birth control….we compromised at six months.

this guy, this amazing husband of mine, has a special love for children that words cannot describe, and he has never been afraid of it.

wednesday, september 7, 2011, 5:43 pm :: sweet jonah jon came into our life. a day that does not compare to any other. a day that i have truly had a hard time coming up with the right words to describe it. jon became a father. i became a mother, and right there in that yellow hospital room, we became a family. our first moments together were absolutely magical. the tears. the cuddles. the way he whispered into his ear and admired every single wrinkle on the heels of his tiny little feet. his eyes never left him. his fatherly instincts kicked in instantly, and he just glowed. these precious moments outdid the ones i’d been dreaming of my entire life.

yesterday was a big day for jon. his very first father’s day. he looked as handsome as ever with little j loving life on his hip all through church. i’m so grateful for him, and so proud of all that he has become in the past nine months. he truly is to the most hardworking, generous, honest, patient, understanding, witty, thoughtful, and kind father. jonah and i are extremely blessed to call him ours.

all he asked for this year for father’s day was the rest of our twelve kids to get here as quickly as possible. are you even suprised? waahhh. wish me luck.
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game time


we have been eating sleeping and breathing all things NBA playoffs in this house. for weeks.
i’m so grateful i married a real manly man who enjoys basketball as much as i do.
as much as my dad did all growing up.

we are completely aboard the OKC bandwagon.
something about the underdogs going all the way makes me a little giddy inside.
{although i was a pretty sad rondo dropped the ball right after ky and i got these jersey’s}
i can’t wait to watch okc take on the heat.
i predict OKC in 6 games. we shall see.
cupboards are stocked.
chips and dips are fresh.
candy dishes are over flowing.
dp be chillin in the fridge.
and jonah hasn’t taken his nike’s off for a week.
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dannika’s senior pictures













dannika dear i love you so.
the goodness you radiate is truly contagious.
you’re filled to the brim with many talents,
yet it’s all kept so neatly camouflaged behind that humble smile of yours,
how do you do it?
congrats on kicking high school in the bullseye.
the real world is lucky to have you!
i couldn’t be more proud of all that you have become.
this gal had every school fighting for her attention.
full ride scholarship :: full ride as in EVERYTHING {and then some} paid for.
all while doing what you love most. i believe you made the best choice!
you deserve every single bit of success.
proud is an understatement, dan.
can’t wait to see what the future holds for you.
i love you forever.
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real salt lake

nick took us to the real game last week.

oh my gosh it was fun.

like really, really fun.

i played soccer all growing up, but i think i forgot how much i love it.

jonah cried a cry i’ve never heard when the first goal was scored. i swear, homeboy could sleep through an earthquake or a fire alarm, but that many screamers all at time confused the heck out of him. he had everyone laughing. bless his cutest little heart.

the anthem hasn’t left my mind all week.
isn’t it so awesome? try belting it with an irish accent, it’s even better.
we’ve finally got all the words down, and next game, we’re totally gonna nail it!